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the day, plus various obsessions )
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dragging )

gah

May. 11th, 2006 06:54 am
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how long should I wait? )
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oy vey )
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...is what really set me off today.

speaking of whimpering )
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OK, was grumpy, now weepy. Probably much due to tiredness, not to mention just how much the prospect of being out of work sucks.

And oh yeah, I'll probably never see The Guy again.
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doesn't take much )
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cut for utter banality )
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long week, rough day )

unfair

Feb. 13th, 2004 06:28 am
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Woke up early, slight headache, knee hurts (so use of the time for extended exercise is probably a bad idea), and I sure don't want to go to work early today.

I guess I can surf the web, but I would rather be sleeping.


And did I mention that lately I wake up thinking about work? I am not convinced this is a good sign.

Actually, in my dream this AM I was on the phone talking about work, but I didn't know it was a conference call, and I jolted awake when The Guy suddenly spoke. Pretty droll, don't you think?

head, wall

Feb. 12th, 2004 12:08 pm
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I just asked him out again. By email, of course. Because F2F would be way too scary & potentially embarrassing.

Prediction: he will just ignore me.

WTF. I give myself points for trying.


On second thought, the way I phrased that is too harsh. It's not that he is ignoring me, it's that he just doesn't notice.

steps

Feb. 6th, 2004 08:28 am
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still moody, what to do )
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did you really think it was over? )
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Got through the week at work, that's something. Sure wish I felt a little more enthusiastic. Wasn't really a bad week, but serious bad case of the fuckits today. Probably normal for post-holiday, post-vacation, head-cold ridden...

Also feeling like an idiot because (despite reckoning the chances nil) I still keep thinking about The Guy )

Oh well. Weekend should be better. Lots of rest, maybe some shopping, possibly some kind of belated holiday dinner w/ L & N.

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