what I think I think right now

I have been feeling so much doubt about the Park Ave place, I am thinking that I should bail. It is so hard to know what is best.

As I just emailed my realtor: If they had accepted my offer on Saturday, I would have looked no further and it would all be good. But now I have a couple of additional data points, and I just don't feel secure in the decision any more.

Meanwhile, I don't have all day to think about real estate, so back to work...

Also: I am just not a person who usually backs out of things. This feels exceedingly odd.

swings and roundabouts

( after which I decide to decide later )