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mood swinging
Mar. 30th, 2004 02:33 pmOK, was grumpy, now weepy. Probably much due to tiredness, not to mention just how much the prospect of being out of work sucks.
And oh yeah, I'll probably never see The Guy again.
And oh yeah, I'll probably never see The Guy again.
Woke up early, slight headache, knee hurts (so use of the time for extended exercise is probably a bad idea), and I sure don't want to go to work early today.
I guess I can surf the web, but I would rather be sleeping.
And did I mention that lately I wake up thinking about work? I am not convinced this is a good sign.
Actually, in my dream this AM I was on the phone talking about work, but I didn't know it was a conference call, and I jolted awake when The Guy suddenly spoke. Pretty droll, don't you think?
I guess I can surf the web, but I would rather be sleeping.
And did I mention that lately I wake up thinking about work? I am not convinced this is a good sign.
Actually, in my dream this AM I was on the phone talking about work, but I didn't know it was a conference call, and I jolted awake when The Guy suddenly spoke. Pretty droll, don't you think?
head, wall
Feb. 12th, 2004 12:08 pmI just asked him out again. By email, of course. Because F2F would be way too scary & potentially embarrassing.
Prediction: he will just ignore me.
WTF. I give myself points for trying.
On second thought, the way I phrased that is too harsh. It's not that he is ignoring me, it's that he just doesn't notice.
Prediction: he will just ignore me.
WTF. I give myself points for trying.
On second thought, the way I phrased that is too harsh. It's not that he is ignoring me, it's that he just doesn't notice.
friday, anyway
Jan. 9th, 2004 06:17 pmGot through the week at work, that's something. Sure wish I felt a little more enthusiastic. Wasn't really a bad week, but serious bad case of the fuckits today. Probably normal for post-holiday, post-vacation, head-cold ridden...
Also feeling like an idiot because (despite reckoning the chances nil) I still keep ( thinking about The Guy )
Oh well. Weekend should be better. Lots of rest, maybe some shopping, possibly some kind of belated holiday dinner w/ L & N.
Also feeling like an idiot because (despite reckoning the chances nil) I still keep ( thinking about The Guy )
Oh well. Weekend should be better. Lots of rest, maybe some shopping, possibly some kind of belated holiday dinner w/ L & N.
