friday, anyway
Jan. 9th, 2004 06:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Got through the week at work, that's something. Sure wish I felt a little more enthusiastic. Wasn't really a bad week, but serious bad case of the fuckits today. Probably normal for post-holiday, post-vacation, head-cold ridden...
Also feeling like an idiot because (despite reckoning the chances nil) I still keep thinking about The Guy. I was really fairly calm for a while, but then yesterday something came up at work that gave me a reason to email him, and now every time I see a message come in, I think maybe it's from him and my heart beats fast. Stupid, stupid.
Oh well. Weekend should be better. Lots of rest, maybe some shopping, possibly some kind of belated holiday dinner w/ L & N.
Also feeling like an idiot because (despite reckoning the chances nil) I still keep thinking about The Guy. I was really fairly calm for a while, but then yesterday something came up at work that gave me a reason to email him, and now every time I see a message come in, I think maybe it's from him and my heart beats fast. Stupid, stupid.
Oh well. Weekend should be better. Lots of rest, maybe some shopping, possibly some kind of belated holiday dinner w/ L & N.