rain, rain
Dec. 18th, 2005 11:38 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jaeclecticWhen I got up (fairly late) this AM, it was raining buckets and actually *thundering*. Whee! Real weather!
But it sure makes me want to stay inside. I wonder if I really *need* groceries... probably yes. Oh well.
Meanwhile, I am not yet fully caffienated and thinking unfocused thoughts about friends, and love, and cohesiveness, and what makes a sense of family, and what in the world I can do for myself to make things seem right.
One minor but moderately coherent bit: My friends encouraged me to go into therapy because they were worried about my being sad; my therapist tells me I have every right to be sad and encourages me to grieve. Ironic, no? One one level, of course, it is gratifying to have my feelings validated, but I remain unconvinced that it is actually helping. Faith must be so comforting.
Well, I think I shall refill my coffee cup and dig out the xmess decorations. That should cheer me up.
But it sure makes me want to stay inside. I wonder if I really *need* groceries... probably yes. Oh well.
Meanwhile, I am not yet fully caffienated and thinking unfocused thoughts about friends, and love, and cohesiveness, and what makes a sense of family, and what in the world I can do for myself to make things seem right.
One minor but moderately coherent bit: My friends encouraged me to go into therapy because they were worried about my being sad; my therapist tells me I have every right to be sad and encourages me to grieve. Ironic, no? One one level, of course, it is gratifying to have my feelings validated, but I remain unconvinced that it is actually helping. Faith must be so comforting.
Well, I think I shall refill my coffee cup and dig out the xmess decorations. That should cheer me up.
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Date: 2005-12-18 08:53 pm (UTC)