I can't get away with anything
Nov. 27th, 2004 09:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jaeclecticSo my weight is up 4 pounds. Yup, that's one mediocre week capped by one I-don't-care day, 4 frickin pounds.
And, you know, it might come right back off, but I can't count on that.
The thing that gets to me is that I know this is how it works. But I still think surely, surely it is not so unreasonable to take a day off now and then. And then I feel so, so stupid.
Meanwhile, back at the ranch, I am still able to be amused by the following pep talk delivered by the thesaurus @ dictionary.com. I was thinking about how to describe my mood, the phrase "self-loathing" popped into my head but I wanted to come up with something a little less intense.
Looking up "self-loathing":
No entry found for self-loathing.
Did you mean self-loving?
Then tried "self-deprecating":
No entry found for self-deprecating.
Did you mean self-directing?
Ha.
And, you know, it might come right back off, but I can't count on that.
The thing that gets to me is that I know this is how it works. But I still think surely, surely it is not so unreasonable to take a day off now and then. And then I feel so, so stupid.
Meanwhile, back at the ranch, I am still able to be amused by the following pep talk delivered by the thesaurus @ dictionary.com. I was thinking about how to describe my mood, the phrase "self-loathing" popped into my head but I wanted to come up with something a little less intense.
Looking up "self-loathing":
No entry found for self-loathing.
Did you mean self-loving?
Then tried "self-deprecating":
No entry found for self-deprecating.
Did you mean self-directing?
Ha.