down, down, down
Dec. 12th, 2003 07:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
My mood is suddenly spiraling downward.
It's that effect where your thoughts bounce from point to point, and each point makes you more depressed. Like, I'm fat and I can't seem to lose weight. Bounce. I am making a fool out of myself over this guy at work. Bounce. I meant to call a friend and make plans for tonight, but I'm so lame I didn't do it and now it's too late. Bounce. This drink I just poured myself is going to make me even more fat. Bounce. And I must be crazy to think that guy could ever be interested in an ugly, boring, lame person like me. Bounce.
And so on, and so on. Ad infinitum.
Never mind. I will get a good night's sleep and the weekend will be better.
It's that effect where your thoughts bounce from point to point, and each point makes you more depressed. Like, I'm fat and I can't seem to lose weight. Bounce. I am making a fool out of myself over this guy at work. Bounce. I meant to call a friend and make plans for tonight, but I'm so lame I didn't do it and now it's too late. Bounce. This drink I just poured myself is going to make me even more fat. Bounce. And I must be crazy to think that guy could ever be interested in an ugly, boring, lame person like me. Bounce.
And so on, and so on. Ad infinitum.
Never mind. I will get a good night's sleep and the weekend will be better.