miscellany
Oct. 28th, 2005 09:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jaeclecticWork has been better, partly because I am feeling approximately well, partly because it has been busier. Busy is good. Despite a certain sense of just barely keeping up and probably producing half-assed work as a result of rushing.
It seems absurd, perhaps even pathetic, that I care so much about what my co-workers think of me. But there it is: I really rely on being part of a team that appreciates me.
My favorite co-worker JD has been really out of sorts, he has all the bad reactions that I do, except magnified. I pause momentarily to be grateful that my mood swings are not worse than they are. Really. I may yearn for more positive feedback from my boss, but I don't walk around convinced that I'm about to be fired.
In other news:
I am inordinately cheered by getting into DUX, after all. (Even though it just means next week will be compressed and therefore harder. Never mind!)
I obstinately refuse to worry about the inadequacy of my halloween costume.
Life really is pretty good, you know.
In sum, TGIF.
It seems absurd, perhaps even pathetic, that I care so much about what my co-workers think of me. But there it is: I really rely on being part of a team that appreciates me.
My favorite co-worker JD has been really out of sorts, he has all the bad reactions that I do, except magnified. I pause momentarily to be grateful that my mood swings are not worse than they are. Really. I may yearn for more positive feedback from my boss, but I don't walk around convinced that I'm about to be fired.
In other news:
I am inordinately cheered by getting into DUX, after all. (Even though it just means next week will be compressed and therefore harder. Never mind!)
I obstinately refuse to worry about the inadequacy of my halloween costume.
Life really is pretty good, you know.
In sum, TGIF.