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jaeclecticI had all my reasoning worked out, but now the doubt is welling up.
Maybe I shouldn't quibble about another 5,000 dollars, in the grand scheme of things? Maybe I will not find anything else I like as much that doesn't cost that much (or more) anyway.
It isn't actually more than I was considering spending. It's just that part of the equation that made this place so appealing is that it was less expensive.
But in the meantime, I've spent a lot of time thinking about how it would feel to live there...
Bah.
Maybe I shouldn't quibble about another 5,000 dollars, in the grand scheme of things? Maybe I will not find anything else I like as much that doesn't cost that much (or more) anyway.
It isn't actually more than I was considering spending. It's just that part of the equation that made this place so appealing is that it was less expensive.
But in the meantime, I've spent a lot of time thinking about how it would feel to live there...
Bah.
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Date: 2006-04-02 03:25 am (UTC)But I'd like it not to be a self-induced failure, you know? I want to find a path where whatever happens, I'll feel like I did the best thing I could for myself.
I guess I just have to let my left brain and my right brain duke it out for a while, and hope that clarity emerges... by tomorrow...