predictable
Mar. 17th, 2004 11:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jaeclecticI really am quite consistent in my emotional reactions to the whole contract-almost-over situation. Although I try to stay calm and rational and figure out how to work the situation, it is hard going.
Main reaction: rage. I've been working my heart out for them, why are they f****** me over? (and furthermore, I will be better off somewhere else, they don't deserve me)
Secondary reaction: despair. The work has been going so well, now it's all going to go to hell, what's the point of anything?
Tertiary reaction: panic. What if I never find another job?
All so irrational, all so painful nonetheless.
Main reaction: rage. I've been working my heart out for them, why are they f****** me over? (and furthermore, I will be better off somewhere else, they don't deserve me)
Secondary reaction: despair. The work has been going so well, now it's all going to go to hell, what's the point of anything?
Tertiary reaction: panic. What if I never find another job?
All so irrational, all so painful nonetheless.